by Maya Angelou
This is the first of the writer’s 7- volume
autobiography.
As a black woman she faced racism, extreme poverty and
cruelty. She was only three and her brother four when “our parents had decided
to put an end to their calamitous marriage, and Father shipped us home to his
mother” with tags on their wrists with their names on them.
So in this first volume she goes through her childhood
with her grandmother in the American South of the 1930s.
There is almost no trauma she doesn’t suffer and not
only by the discrimination all black people living in that side of the city
face.
Nevertheless,
she has the power to love life and see the beauty of the world even after the
rape by her mother’s lover.
The first volume finishes with her secret pregnancy at
the age of sixteen. After teenage confusion in her head whether she was a lesbian or
not, because of very small breasts and her voice becoming hoarse, she decides
to have “a sexual intercourse” with a handsome boy. Although this does not give
an answer to her doubts about her sexuality, it gives her a son.
“Mother asked, ‘Who is the boy?’ I told her.
‘Do you want to marry him?’
‘No.’
‘Does he want to marry you?’ The father had stopped
speaking to me during my fourth month.
‘No.’
‘Well, that’s that. No use ruining three lives.’ There
was no overt or subtle condemnation. She was Vivian Baxter Jackson (her
mother). Hoping for the best, prepared for the worst, and unsurprised by
anything in between. Daddy Clidell assured me that I had nothing to worry
about. That ‘women been gittin pregnant ever since Eve ate the apple.”
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